update at last!

whoa.. its been a long time since i last updated pala.. hehe.. marami na nagagalit skin! but here i am, trying to find something to say.. again. hmm, how do i start? eto.. a lot has been happening (ups and downs) this whole november BUT! what they are is for me to know and for you not (hehe) to find out. all i know is im happy, even if i dont know where im going or even if im headed for the right direction. im happy maybe because... hmm, lets not get there! anyway, enough of that...hehe... sorry... my car is being fixed after the rear end was totally wrecked by a fx taxi! so technically i have no car until january, bwiset! panira ng mga plano! BUT! good thing my lola lent us her spare car (take note, she still drives! as in everyday! astig dba?), so i dont really have to commute everyday, just on mondays! i just dont know when she wants it back so there still is a possibility that i will have no car! hope not...

has any of you moved from one house to another already? did you ever feel that you are both exited and weary of moving from the place you grew up to another place which you know nothing of yet? well thats exactly what im feeling right now.

ive lived in blue ridge for almost 20 years, and its kinda hard to leave especially if you have friends already whom you see almost everyday, or if you know that its nearer to school or any mall (blue ridge is the like the center of qc, pasig, marikina, and cainta), or if you just find your house cool (bahay ni dolphy dati un, haunted pa, may resident dwende.. hehe).

but it is a fact that were moving to another house so theres nothing much to do but look forward to it. im excited that i see this moving as a brand new start for me. a new start for everything... its sounds typical and cheesy but i guess it means a lot to me. i see this as a time to really grow up and focus on what i want to do or what i want to become. believe me its not seniors syndrome! hehe.. maybe partly lang.. haha.. but all in all... im really excited with my final 5 months of college... coz...

this is the moment... damn all the odds.... i wont look down, i will not fall...

the new medical "hotel"

have you been to the new medical city? whoa. the new building looked more like a hotel than a hospital. it had a kick-ass lobby with starbucks and all... except for the distinctive hospital smell, you would think you were in a five-star hotel. But then again, being in a hospital is never always good news. i went to there to have this lump in my head checked out and lo and behold.. its an abnormal growth. but, im glad its nothing to worry about... no need for medication. as long as it stays the same size the doc says i'll be fine. he even said that my head aches were probably just due to stress. i had to have an x-ray though to make sure. now i know how a dead person feels lying on a cold table inside a morgue. hehe.. morbid. with prayer, im sure ill be ok.

last night was the longest sleep ive ever had in days... my body clock always wakes me up between 8-9am but this morning, i woke up at noon. probably the stress of the whole sem took its toll. but now, i feel rested... haaay...

i thought i was tipsy already.. earthquake lang pala

last night was somewhat of a calm before the storm, i decided that before i do whatever i needed to finish for this sem, i would go to my friends house and have a few beers. i had only finished a bottle of beer then when i became surprised that with that one beer my head felt like the world was shaking already... well, as you all know, it really was shaking... when my friend asked "lindol ba un?", i immediately replied: "ongah noh... kala ko may amats na ko..." hehe.. honestly, last night was actually good, considering that these next two days will be hell for me! and for consolation, i got exempted in mis131.. woohoo.. sabit! yeah yeah...

hm, 1 more week!!!!

raise your mugs this is the best... todo buhos ang saya! October-fest na!

wala lang

so let the pain remain forever in my heart.. for every throb it brings is one more moment spent with you.. ill let the pain bring on the rain.. if thats the only way, if theres no other way to be with you again...

heard this song just now and it struck me... slightly lang naman.. haha.. i just figured that i can relate to this song.. slightly lang rin.. slightly nga lang ba? ewan... hehe.. sabog... anyway, people say that we should move on and maybe they do but come to think of it... isn't it possible that those times were probably the happiest moments in anyones life? so one really can't say that one does not want to go back those moments no matter how bitter it might be... i guess the pain of blowing it up can somehow be overshadowed by how happy those memories were. possible... so no matter how painful, one would still look back to it, cause in reality a big part of what you are now is because of that particular moment in time where it was perfect or almost perfect.. yuck.. senti nun ah..